From the past month’s messages, I gained that I should not keep on relying on older sisters, but I need to try to worship by myself. I cannot stay a baby forever. I need to take the action to make my spirit grow, so that I can encourage other people to come to church, or to know how to give a message one day.
Also from the month before, I learned to “open my door” to the Lord (from Song of Solomon). I tried to sing and have personal time with the Lord.