為祢心意衝過一切 – Frankie Ng

你那浩大愛的计划
是用了你最大的代价來付出
人带來一次一次的失望
都没有减低你成就心意的坚决
我興幸能夠在你心意核心有份
和你一起去建造
我怎能因一些不真實的感觉
(比较,怯场,担忧, 能力问题)
而阻礙我去和你同工
我要衝破一切
不要自我中心
看见你和我在一起
看见我的寶贵
看见这是我的家
继续向那荣耀的标竿直跑

I wrote this poem to conclude the recent feelings and experiences I had. The sharing from Friday night meeting about the needs in Myanmar, Congo and India made me see how great are people’s desire to know God and longing for the truth. I also can see even more how great God’s plan is. How He has this in mind since eternity past, and has done many things throughout centuries to cause this plan to happen, and that this plan continues to eternity.

When I can see the grand plan, all the negative feelings that I had (due to switching groups etc) seems so minor to me. It is not worth it to be hindered by these feelings at all, but I want to give out all that I could to co-work with Him and respond to His love.