I have been facing many accusations ever since my grandfather-in-law passed away. I had many negative thoughts and felt that I am not doing good in all areas, and I looked down on myself whether in family, ministry, work place, relationship with people. There are many moments that I feel I cannot trust my ability and don’t know what to do anymore.
But the Lord deeply comforted me with Psalm 18:16-19
“…He drew me out of many waters. He delivered me from my strong enemy …But the Lord was my support. He also brought me out into a broad place; He delivered me because He delighted in me.”
The Lord reminded me that He delights in me and He wants me to be happy, dancing in a broad place but not stuck in my dark corner! I don’t live for anyone, not even for myself, but I live for Him. If He is for me and fully accepts me, who can be against me? I should fully accept myself as well.
〈我要祢的喜悅〉
從信祢 與祢聯合一刻起
我是祢的
祢的喜悅 肯定 熱愛 欣賞
是我的追求 我的力量
不要再看別人的臉色 討好他人
不用強迫自己
因我萬愛的良人 宇宙的王者
祢心 祢臂 祢愛 祢情 己屬我
我只管默默跟隨祢 愛祢